... Dear God ...

Why can't life be so easy to understand? Why is this world so hard to live in? People are dying everyday and I don't feel like I'm doing enough to save them.. My heart breaks at how close the end really is, and I'm scared to death to know where I'll spend eternity.. I'm in love with You God now, but I can be a bigger inspiration and ministry to this dying world with You by my side.. I want to have a more full understanding on what my purpose is in life.. You are my only way to pure joy and happiness and the first thing I want to do is be used by You the way You see me to.. Give me the strength and diligence to withstand any stronghold or enemy that may come against me...