... What I'm Feeling ...

My feelings at this moment consist of fear and impatience... I'm told this is to make me stronger, and to make me more of a woman of God than I have ever been, but I feel like I'm running in circles and there's no end.. One moment in my life is great, the next is a whirlwind.. :( Time will tell what the truth holds and what God's will has been for this entire mission.. With all honesty and sincerity from my heart, I truly have love in my heart and it will never cease.. Even if God says no.. But let His will be done.. :(